always the same old blah....

my baby is coming home in eleven hours!

this week has been horrible without him. we spend the whole time on the phone talking about stupid things and sighing to each other. we fell asleep the other night just listening to each other breath. i miss him so much. we've decided that we have to get away together somewhere next winter. i'm pushing for the caribbean. yay jamaca!

stupid kevin tagged me for the 20 facts thing so i'll do it soon. but i'm not tagging anyone else. that's just stupid.

damn it, matt's taking forever to get over here. i've spent so much time with this guy this week. he's pretty cool. and he seems to be the only guy that brian is completely comfortable with me being alone with. very strange. so far i havn't completed a single goal. i havn't cleaned the house, i havn't partied really hard, i have masterbated (not that it did me any good) and i havn't gotten matt laid. well at least i spent time with most of my friends and my parents.


blah.
cleah house
buy toilet paper
change oil and fill up car
take back bottles
shower
all before nine tonight.


ten hours and twenty minutes until i have him in my arms again.